Monday, March 21, 2011

I'm Sorry...

Setting the Stage:

Most of you know I have a lot of kids. All with different personalities and different bents. Some have given me "well earned" gray hair, and some are not even a challenge. They are all beautiful inside and out.

Today I just want to share something that tickled me about my oldest biological daughter Coral. Being the oldest girl should tell you something about her personality. She is a strong, influencing, leader. She knows what she wants and is determined, and enduring. She love Jesus, more than any young girl I have ever known. She has a wonderful servants heart, and whats more, the Lord has a plan for this girls life and she is on the journey of finding out what it is!

I home school all of my kids (yes, I do ask myself "why" from time to time). I am not the best teacher, but we make it work and by God's grace, all my kids read and write and are pretty bright. I use different curriculum to make this school thing fit the different needs of my kids.

Last year I used an online program to school some of our kids while we adjusted to our new additions. It gave me some extra time in the day to work with the ones who needed me more. However this seemed to be a big mistake. The program that I used had underlining messages of, no absolute truth, and there is no real God.

As you may have guessed, this didn't settle well with me. It was fine for my Coral because she seems to be well grounded, but not for some of my other kids who are just learning their identity in Christ. And even though Coral would survive, I would rather have her learning solid Christian values rather than worldly ones at her age.

Ok...the story. This made Coral upset. She wanted to graduate early on the online program, and I was throwing off her groove. She didn't want to return to curriculum "A" because she thought it was not challenging enough and said it was a waste of her time. I decided she would not continue on the online program, so I would mix it up. I didn't return to curriculum "A" but found other programs that would fit. We battled on this one and she ended up hurting my feelings trying to prove her point.We worked it out all then and she apologized.

A year later, (a few months ago) Coral decided, she disliked the new curriculum's I used in place of the online program, and really wanted what she had...curriculum "A"! As you can imagine I laughed at the thought. She proceeded to tell me how wrong she was, and how she just didn't get it then and now she does. "Please mom, please let me use curriculum "A" you were right I was wrong. I will get a better education with this and be able to stay on track!"

So...I got a bright idea. "Coral," I said. "I will switch you back to "A" IF you write me apology letter, and I will post it for the world to see!"

Well, I told you she was determined, she did just that. So here it is world!!! Take notes...this is what it looks like when a 15 year old apologizes publicly to her mother! (I have typed it just as written minus mentioning the name of the curriculum).

Dear Mom,
I must admit I've been stubborn, annoying, and all around awful. I have put you through some hardships. As I think about my heart then, it was evil and impure. It makes me truly depressed. I count the grey hairs I helped produce and feel sorry.

As I write this essay, I feel stupid for what I have said. I feel the need to mention, I love you. Now that I have been put into a less school challenging curriculum, I feel the need to go back to the curriculum, I "claimed" to hate. I understand that you make the right choices and curriculum "A" was clearly the right choice.

To put this paper to an end, I would like you to know you are the smartest mom I know, besides Carol Denny, since you ask her for advice. But still, I think curriculum"A" is the smartest choice yet! Thank you for still loving me.


Now, I know what you all may be thinking, "You are so lucky to have a daughter who understands her mother and finally gets it." or "I wish my daughter would write a letter like this one!" I want to encourage you all, you too can have a letter writing just takes the right touch and a little bribery, and I am not above that at all. With perseverance and a little grey hair, you too can have your very own apology writing child. But remember there is always someone smarter than you!

My Coral


Callie Denny said...

Haha! I love it! I think you might want to mention to Coral that Carol Denny also comes to you for advice and that perhaps her children think you are the smartest mom ever!

(I said perhaps!)

drea said...

Callie, I knew I loved you!

Anonymous said...

She's a sweetheart.

Coral Christine said...

I can't believe you did this to me!!!

But hey, you were right. I was wrong, now I get to do my school.

Callie, you might be right. ;)

praisinyahweh said...

Mommies of the world .. UNITE ... I am humbleness. Cherish this moment dear friend. Like manna from Heaven are the moments when we are told ... I am sorry, you were right. Such moments for growth and bonding as well. I am proud of you Coral.

Carol said...

I LOVE CORAL!!!! And I can't stop laughing!!!! She is my new favorite! You can tell her that I'm really not that wise. I just love Jesus.

Terrible T said...

i kinda stumbbled on yuor blog and i think that yuo are wonderful in the fact that you adopt and still have your own kids. each one of them is beautiful. i hope this has some meaning for each and every one of your famliy, but then again its coming from a 14 year old girl in washinton.... anyway god bless you al and i hope that you guys are being blessed every day.

Anonymous said...

Ha HA that was a really fun way to spend my sleepless night!

Terrible T said...

no i wish it was. i am not that pretty. those are my favorite singers, Tegan and Sara. Thank you so much for the words of encouragment. i hope i get along to posting more on my blog and getting my picture up since it is hard for me to find a picture i like of myself. maybe my volleyball picture...?
anyway, where are your adopted kids from origanaly?

Erica said...

Love it. Hey sometimes you have to compromise. Apology letter = new school. :) Now I am curious about curriculum.....

Bianchii said...

I started to write blog in English.
I will write about everythinkg, will be a lot of pictures, reviews of books, films, songs etc.
So it would be nice if you visit my blog sometimes :)
(Sorry for mistakes, I'm still learning English)

covnitkepr1 said...

Just checking back to read any postings you may have written.

I’ve been following and enjoying your blog for a while now and would like to invite you to visit and perhaps follow me back. Sorry I took so long for the invitation.

Lloyd said...

I really enjoyed reading the posts on your blog. I would like to invite you to come on over to my blog and check it out. God bless, Lloyd

lioneagle said...

Hi -

I noticed you on Stan's blog and was inspired to visit yours.

Thank you for loving children.

Presently, I'm rushing but will return to visit when I can linger and marinate.

Anonymous said...

nice :)

Elissa Hill said...

Wow Love it!

UKSAM7 said...

Praise God for His glory in your life. It's clear that He is first. Isaiah 41:10.

Cindy said...

this was hilarious! I just read it :)

Cindy said...

this was hilarious! I just read it. Love that Coral girl :)

Wonderful Jewelry said...

Wow,What a warm family. Great Mother, Great Kids. Like reading your posts. Thank you.

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